Step into your true self3/14/2023 If you have attended my new lecture and would like another hand out or did not get one, here are pdfs for you to download and use! I will hopefully have a video of my lecture soon to share with you all! The second part of the workshop will debut in June so come and see me at one of my scheduled fairs to see "Step Into Your True Self 2.0"!
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Shamanic Energy Reading 2/20/232/20/2023 The theme over the coming period of time will be one of renewal of authority. The Staff calls to us to hold our power and temper our extremes. The staff helps you find the right course of action, the way of your middle, and brings you to find a balance between your warring self and infinite self. Remember the impermanence of all things and that your authority comes from a longing to serve and the action of that service.
We have recently finished an ancient cycle. We are at the precipice of completion which means we are also on the precipice of rebirth. This brings with it a time of chaos and destruction of the ego, identity and on a bigger scale cosmic shifts will bring global change. We all must remember right now: we have finished a cycle, and there is no more growth or benefit from hanging on to the old. Let go of relationships that hold you back and honor what has happened in your life up until now, for they have been tools for you to find a new form, a balanced form. This is a time of celebration and wonder! The Cosmic Spark is coming to fill the air again. The age of stagnation, the second age of man, is coming to an end and we all must shift and hear the cosmos again. The age of light is coming, the age of wonder and growth. Have you forgotten that you live in a world that is infused with magic? Perhaps you have become cynical and think you have to create your life all by yourself without the help of others because you have lost faith in your fellows. It’s time to remember your relationship to Source, for you are a part of the story of the world, a living spark of spirit living on earth for this short period of time as an emissary of light. If you look back on your ife, you will find many instances in which your actions alone were not the cause of “out of the blue” coincidences that led you to a new experience. This is the Magic. So how do you stay in this awareness? The place that you glow along with the world and do not hand your spiritual authority to others to abuse. The place that you are happy and fulfilled with what you have? The answer is simple. If you can be as a child and cultivate that wonderful curiosity, you will see the magic again and be amazed just as you once were. Take a moment today and just look around you. What are the Nature visitors that came to see you? What Mineral visitors have a song for you? Is the Wind excited? Breathe in this world instead of hide from it. It is the Garden, but only if you choose it to be. Fear2/20/2023 I want to talk about fear. I want to talk about transforming fear, renegotiating our relationship with it. I want you to take a big, deep, centering breath and move into your heart space and then think about your fearful feelings as I tell you this story that I was told and then experienced for myself: I hear fear come tapping at my door again. I seem to just wake up to it there, banging, knocking, until it bursts through the door anyway, here to take over control. It tackles me; brings me to my knees, covering me, squeezing me, suffocating all the space inside me. Like the fingers of suffering, it clasps around my chest, scraping, clawing. I struggle against it, struggle against myself, whispering hateful thoughts and feelings against it and myself, myself who failed again and let it in. “Great, it has come back. I will never escape this cycle. Will this beast never leave me?” I scrap and struggle against its force, its pressure. I fill myself with resentment and judgment; why did you let it in? Why can’t you just keep it together? Why me? I didn’t do anything to deserve this? When it overwhelms me, I ignore it, find ways to distract myself, wish away the voice in the back of my head telling me to flow, to breathe the fear in and face it. I push and plead and hide, until a small voice, a gentle voice of opposition offers me a resolution to my pain: “Have you ever wondered if the fears that haunt you serve more of a purpose than something that should be wished away? Do you ever ask this force living in the space around your heart from where it is from? From where it came? And have you ever asked what it so desperately wants you to hear?” I stop my struggles for a moment. I pause to listen to the gentle voice. It is full of love, like that of Mother herself, my guide, my savior. She fills the space around my heart that has been so captured in fear, in pressure, in deep hurt. My lungs catch in my throat but I breathe into the pain, reassured by the love I feel. I feel Fear’s fist tighten urging me to pay attention to it as I let out a shaky breath. My lungs fill with fire and I breathe through the heat, tears welling in my eyes on their own accord. I realize that I have been pushing away a protector, a friend, and I open myself to hear it’s story: “I wish to tell you that I am alive. I wish to remind you of the life inside of you longing to be lived more fully. I hold so tightly to you because I am a constant reminder that there is good work for you to do. Work for you to do in the name of your freedom and joy. The more you lose yourself in doing all you must do to bring your soul life and sweet pools of light, the more I shall release my grasp. Know that me being here is my way of loving you into remembrance of your heart’s desire. The more you work at finding, spreading, teaching love, the less I will need to hold you so tight. Don’t be afraid to feel me when I arrive here in your chest. I am but a fierce and loyal reminder that life… your life… is in your hands. Face me with courage, I am here to serve your greater good.” Mother’s voice echoes through my head as I listen to fear for the first time. She breathes to me in a whisper, “Fear does not have to be so dark, my child. It never has to be something you fear to breathe into. It is a fierce and loyal friend that I sent to remind you of how deeply you care.” And in that moment, as I heard their words, the weight on my chest lifted and fear stepped aside. In its place I felt a light and a lightness I had been searching for but so scared to find. For what? I had thought. Why should I be open when I could be hurt? For this, I now answered. To walk with fear and accept it as a friend. To let it walk beside me as I love with fullness, with wholeness. My dear friends, fear is something abundant in today. We all struggle with our own individual fears. We all struggle with the fear of our global community. We have to let ourselves let go, though. We have to use fear as a tool, a warning, that we fear to lose something. And why do we fear to lose it? Because we love it with our whole beings. Our beloved, our family, our own self, our life and the excitement it brings. Remember that your fear is there because you have something GOOD. The more you cherish that good the softer grip Fear with have on your heart, as even fear loves you and does not wish for you to lose what you love. Finding your intuition10/28/2021 What even is intuition? It is something we have all heard we need to tap into on our spiritual path, but many times, we have no idea even what it is or what it takes to achieve.
Intuition is so much simpler than it seems. It is your gut, it is your instinct, it is the feeling you get that is deeper, more hidden, that guides you to do what is good and right. It is the feeling you get when something is amiss but is hidden to others on a chaotic path. We are taught from a young age now that we must be rational, that we must do what is good for the growth of society, that we must be single minded on goals given to us by those before us. While some of these things are beneficial to the common good, this is only one side of the coin. Many who are deeply feeling have learned to push down and suppress our emotions in order to function in an unfeeling world. This a product of our need to survive, to be unharmed, and to be “strong”. It is hard to be intuitive: it is painful and deep and all knowing. It is walking into a room and knowing something is amiss with someone but being unable to help. To find your intuition you must find your courage. Not run into a wall because someone you love needs you to, but deep, vulnerable, painful courage to be truly and apologetically you. You are a fractal of the All, you are a child of Great Spirit. You have faith and love and courage in your heart. The next time you get a feeling to do something, but no rational reason why, practice just doing it! Pray, wonder, create…whatever you desire to do to express what your message from Great Spirit is you must do! We are all being called for our higher destiny. Our intuition is urging us forward on our individual paths back to the Great Spirit. You just need to learn to listen. AuthorShadow Warrior Shaman Archives
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